Soccer Report: 4 Goals

Opening goal for my new boots! Scored 4 goals altogether.

Soccer at NUS...

1st Goal: My goal of the day. Volley chip past a ball over an advancing keeper and a follow up right foot volley chip again into the goal. Love it, classy...

2nd Goal: Opponent lost possession. One time shot the lose ball with the rght leg just after the midfield line. Went straight to goal.

3rd Goal: One on one with the last man. Somehow managed to dribble and deflect the ball past him to score an open goal with the right foot.

4th goal: One on one with the last man. Dribbled to his left and shot into goal with my left foot.

Total goals: 4 goals!

Down

Been down on my luck recently... There's a lot of things getting me down. Miss playing soccer and scoring goals... but with my current luck... I will most probably not score. Feel like I have just seen the death god in my sleep and the only words I could remember saying to him was "What? You again?"

I felt that confidence is very important in making a happy and complete person. When you are confident, you feel sexy. They kinda link... at least that's what I think. So the bottom lime goes... we gotta try our best to feel confident. Yeah... easier said than done. Confidence can be easily manipulated and changed by human but... truth is truth, it's can't be changed nor manipulated.

Long Post

YO!... Haven't really "decently" blog for a long time. So today, I shall talk a bit more.. Below is a list of topics...

HEALTH
I have been thinking about this for a long time. I got this lump at my back for quite long now. Strange enough, haven't give much damn about it since young. But recently, I'm beginning to worry about what it is. Yeah probably, because different from the past, now I got lots of friends I love and things I want to do... This doesn't mean that I have found the goals of my life.. Just that, I'm feeling happy right now. Anyway, back to the lump, I don't know what is it and I haven't got the time to visit the doctor yet. Touch wood, touch wood, if the lump is anything bad... touch wood again. I want to at least sit down with each and everybody that I have known and tell them how much I appreciate them for piecing up my life... Yeah, it's piecing.. not pissing... Somebody, arrange a doctor for me please... If possible, make it a sexy one too.. haha... Yeah, think I should be better off dead.

LOVELIFE
I don't think anyone can love a single person totally and wholeheartedly. That's impossible... Think not everybody is going to agree with me on that so I shouldn't go too much into it. Anyway, my philosophy is whatever you do, as long as you don'thurt anybody, anything is ok. Oh... by the way, Henry was talking to me about his friend and his friend's gf openly blogging and telling people about where they had sex with each other in public area. Though some might say it's crazy but we have to admit that it's truely entertaining. Salute to them.. Come on, Henry. Let us hear more of that.

ENTERTAINMENT
Highly recommended! Mai Hime is GREAT! Character delelopment, voice talents, storyline and entertainment values... all thumb ups! Some of the great lead voice talents include Mai Nakahara, Ai Shimizu, Saeko Chiba... beautiful both in the voice as well as in their looks. And of course Akira Ishida, the voices behind Garaa of the Desert in the Naruto series.

MONEY
I hate lending money out. I'm ok with small amount but 500 bucks is too much. But in the end, I still lend it out. Feeling bitter... But as long as I'm getting my money back, I shouldn't think so much. I'm not a stingy person.. instead I felt that I'm a person who spent a great deal without thinking. Nevertheless, I'll just try to picture it this way... When I need help next time, I may be able to get it because of this. Ok, case closed, no more thinking.

SOCCER
I can't wait to go for my next soccer match... you see, new boots, new ball... and most importantly, I have yet to score my opening goal with it. I really can't wait...
Thinking of it makes my heart beat. Still on soccer... Chelsea 1 AC Milan 0. Fuck. What the hell is this...? I never watch the match but just can't swallow this result.. Though I must admit that Chelsea is a strong team but it's a disgrace to Italian soccer. Fuck.. This sucks

That's all, folks. Will try to blog more often.

Pissed

Tat's it. I'm staying home for the next 2 weeks. Feelin fucking miserable now. Better don't come near me because there's no way I can keep up a smile for more than a spilt second.

BTW, been dreaming to go overseas... anyone interested? we gotta start arranging it now.

that's it... no more words... pissed...

BTW, been in the camp for one week... It's going to sucks but now that I'm out, I can't help thinking that all the gals seem much prettier than before. hair seems much smoother, body curvier, watever watever... I know it's because of the in camp.. I know it sucks... sucks.. I'm not in the mood for that.. I don't mean the in camp suck though, i like it nevertheless... just this kind of feeling sucks...

Revenge

How can a gal take revenge against a guy who rejected her?
Only one way... to look prettier, happier and super gorgeous...
His heart will drop to the very bottom.

Reservists Over

I am back from reservists... It was real fun, though quite siong at times. Managed to clear my IPPT with my injured left arm and got 100 bucks extra. Though got gold in the past, I am contented this time to just clear it. Managed to heng heng did 6 pull ups despite my injured left arm. Once my head went over the pull up bar for the 6 times, it seems my heart felt a lot of lighter... Nobody wants to spent 2 days a week from 6pm to 10pm doing RT.

Also had my hair cut there. Damn RSM... Anyway, learn something this time... Never turn up early for your reservist... That's what I get... hair cut. Damn... had to go for an additional hair cut today as the hair cut during the reservist was awful.. Anyway, now my hair is short... I don't mind having short hair as long as I still got reasonably long burns and side... Anyway, for the next one month, I will be living in misery because of that.. exaggerating...

Oh ya.. the schedule... pretty packed in the middle... On Tuesday afternoon, we went for our grenade throwing, followed by a route march immediately right after that. The next day, woke up at 5 for IPPT... then afternoon went for a 1 day 1 night training in the jungle... wow... steam... not used to it liao...

Last day was the most fun... it was beer, whisky etc... etc... I came to a conclusion. Pah Siao was the most shuey in our platoon...

Overall, it was siong but it was really very enjoyable to see your old friends... friends who you slept with for two whole years. see them wake up, see them sleep, see them suffer, see them laugh... 2 whole years. you can always hide with a mask in front of people at work, school but you can never hide you true personality from them 24 hours a day for 2 whole years... ok.. maybe minus the saturday, sunday. you don't do that with anyone else, even your gf or bf. For those army clerks, 9 to 5 and those who don't have a chance to go through all these, I pity you... as you have miss out something so big and comforting in your life...

ok.. i got carried away.. anyway... see you all next year.. hope there will be more people driving in with big cars...

Blog Temporary Closed

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Look...! I damn bo liao here... Anyway... most importantly able to see my platoon mates again tomorrow. I'm a jungle hat.

Something That Probably Nobody Knows About Me

This is something that probably nobody knows about me:
I own 4 CDs of Yeung Chin Wah....
No guitar, no hair metal this time, just a soft and familiar voice. Actually, some part of me still loves romance.

That brings back some memories when I went to Taipei early this year. Saw a japanese street singer then and she really impresses me with her voice. I would then sat there alone to listen to her singing while she guitars for the next one hour in which my companions went elsewhere to buy their stuff. Managed to get a cd from her... she has a great voice.

2 more days to reservist...

I'm really glad that I have a group of good friends. Whatever happens, I should just work hard...

Noticed that my blog is really full of shit, rubbish and contentless. Fuck it, I just want to fuck whatever's on my mind. Content my foot lah, I don't have so much time to content and content. Just let me write my daily rubbish into this bin enough lah.

This is beautiful... really beautiful...
"Don't call me giggolo, don't call me casanova
Just call me on the phone, and baby come on over
When you need someone....."
Extracted from "Make Love Like A Man" Def Leppard

Some Rubbish From My Mouth

below is a comment i leave at my friend's blog. i felt that i'm too lazy to write anything more so i shall just Control + v it here.

"haha... agree. for gals, I felt that having a long term boyfriend is like investng in the stock market. if stock cannot rise, must blame on her own judgement liao, cannot blame the stock mah. But then again, stock and human are 2 totally different thing. Human has tears to cry, blood to bleed. So gals should have faith with their boyfriends. The encouragement and faith will help a lot in making your "boy" a better person. ...how your parents love and believe in you when you are young. something similar.

yo...bengz. it's like a soccer team lah. if the team is weak, we just have to run harder and kick harder for the team. We don't sit at the sideline and complain at our team."

2 Distinctions In The Pocket

Woohooo... I score 2 distinctions!!! 2 modules taken, 2 distinctions in the pocket. 1 for Database, 1 for Computer Security... For once, I felt that I am not dumb. Woohoo... And to think that I went out a lot during the exam period and skipped a lot of chapters/.. Heehee.. who says lazy people = 1/2 stupid? If you are lucky, you cancel out everything and you are one big genius. Lucky = Genius + Capable. Ok. Because of the Ds, I deserve to get myself drunk and have women sitting on my lap now. I also have to point out "Thank you, Jesus, Buddha, Maria Sharapova, Adriy Shevchenko, giant dog or whoever that help me. I love you."

Eh... If you are wondering why I am kicking up such a big fuss over a small thing like that, here's the answer.... YES! Distinction is hard to come by for me.

Giant Dog

eh... giant dog got kicked out...

Blah blah blah

All the discrimination... Poly grads, Uni grads.
Fine with it, I'm a poly grad. I mean I'm still one... but will get a degree soon though not from a uni that's as good as the local ones. Doesnt matter anyway.
Nevertheless, this is what I would like to say. I totally don't mind being looked down by anyone. Degree holder or anything, I'm seriously fine with it.. but that's IF you really have that capability. Don't come and fuck around with your degree if you are not a bit capable at all. I must say most uni grads are indeed capable but I'm sure those of you who are in Uni will come across those that are really hopeless. So.. not all are capable.
How does it feel to be looked down by by such uncapable person only because you are a poly grad? I mean if you are a more capable person looking down on me, I really don't mind. Anyway, I'm not really any capable... I'm just too lazy to use my brain often enough. In other word, stupid... Lazy = 1/2 stupid liao. Maybe I shouldn't complain too much... Might as well just say the sky is very blue today.. and carry an umbrella because it's TOO "blue". Wah... chim.. Then, that's also the attitude issue. Some people may not be that capable but their good attitude should be given a thumb up... I deserve the middle finger.. What the fuck am I talkin about? Ah... breathing in too much air drunk me//

La La La

Guess i will really have to start to sing liao...

Some Good Shows

For anime lovers, these are some of the series that I watched this year and felt that they couldn't be missed. So if you are looking for something to watch, these are the few that I recommend:

- Beck
- Mai Hime
- Samurai Champloo
- Madlax
- Full Metal Panic Fumoffou

All of these series have excellent voice talents acting on the character. My personal favourite for the best voice performance goes to Beck.

Dentist

I am very busy nowadays... that's why you will find all my blogging in "summarised" form. This tells that I got something to tell but got no time to write. Nevertheless, I'm still trying my best.

- Just went to the dentist. Hee... white now.
aiya.. that's all lah.. teeth pain liao. don't talk liao

Mizuno this time

It's Mizuno this time... Previous boots Nike...
Nike, Lotto, Adidas, Umbro... whatever... whatever... Almost tried all...

Now I'm really worry for my reservist... My arm still not recover fully yet... Damn it...

4 Goals: It's The Boring Stuff Again

Yeah... the boring and uninteresting stuff again.. but for me to keep track...

4 goals this week at NUS.

1st Goal: A mistake by the opponent defender allows me to tackle his ball and ran straight to goal.

2nd Goal: A pass from team mate past the last man find me open and slotted it in with the right foot first time.

3rd Goal: A shot by team mate hit the post. At the right place and right time, slot the ball in with the right foot.

4th Goal: Ran past the keeper and slot the ball in with the left foot.

No fanciful goal this week.

50th Goal since May.

I have decided to reset all the goals to 0 cause I just bought a new boots. I am damn bo liao.

Special Day

It's finally the weekend!!! Yeah!! Hope I will have a good weekend this week and hope everyone else will have one good weekend too.

Summing up this week.... the main thing should be today itself. 08/07/05. 6 years... Amazing... What's 6 years like?

Ok... through out the week, that's also the Superstar contest. Junyang got 38.5 and smoothsailed into the semi-final! I'm impressed. But the whole contest reminds me of the word "POP". I mean I really love "ROCK".

Just a few minutes ago, got emails from my ex-colleagues... haha.. gossip session. Really happy to see their email. Brighten up my day. I just kept typin in the email and now I'm too tired to type in anything else here anymore.

I have a very big weakness...

I'm stopping.. BTW, just to let you know, I have deleted a whole long "essay" from between this sentence and the previous one. Some things are going to stay private and I will or might be going to bring them in together when I'm finally sleepin in my grave.

Religion

I will be using The Fedora Linux at work soon... wow... once I got the hang of it, will be installing it to my home pc.

Was listening to my boss's friend talking about his interpretation on religion. Very interesting.

My interpretation:
Whatever religion you believe in... nobody's going to help you. You help and you save yourself. Each and single one of us is too small to be noticed by anybody as time is limited... You just do the parts you need to do. I should say a religion is a good one if it offers the right teachings and helps the person believing in it to be a good man and do good deeds. That is enough. If I were to choose a god, I will choose time. Some say time is unmeasurable. But, if you use the difference between the end of time and the present, you will see that time is actually measurable.

Some will say I'm talking crap... Yes. I agree

Gold

Seems to be addicted to otah... everyday before dinner when I'm on my way home, I will buy 10 otahs and have them together with my dinner. Of course, some are for my family too...

No more gel for me.. I'm sticking to clay mask... I'm kinda tired of styling my hair every morning.. ya.. might as well cut myself botak and buy a wig to fit it on. Then, on certain days I can have long hair, on certain days, I can have short.

This is going to sound stupid. My name is Gold.

I hate gays... but I love lesbians.

Happy Today

I am very happy today... if everyday's like today, I dare to say I will look up into the sky and say I will die without any regrets. I laughed a lot today... I mean real laughters, no mask. Hadn't felt like that for a long long time.. Perhaps the feelings 10 years back are back again.. Damn the hair, damn all the stupid things and pieces, I don't give a heck anymore as long everyday could be like today.

BTW, went for the Channel U Superstar and Junyang got the highest score.. 38.5!!! Saw Sylvester, Ruan Mian Mian. Hee... saw a few old school mates too.. I must say gals really changed a lot when they grow up.

Boring Sunday

- Tomorrow is monday. And seriously I hate Monday. Monday blues... To make it up a bit, I'm having my half day tomorrow to watch Junyang in superstars... By the way, the number of days of leave left for me can be counted with my fingers.

- I'm almost sick of all these. What's the point of studying so much anyway?

- People used to ask me what's my ambition? Since young, minus those fat hope and daydreaming like manga artist, rock stars and soccer player, I had no idea. Now the pieces are starting to fit in... I almost can see the idea. Here's a hint... Women are millipede...

- Tomorrow's going to be a big day! A lot of people and old friends will turn up at the Channel U thingy. Eh... a lot, a lot...

- Went to see chinese physician for my sprained arm. Usually I will wait for it to heal itself but I just couldn't wait anymore cause my reservist is coming in 2 weeks time. It's going to be very troublesome if it still hasn't heal by then.

8 Goals At NUS

1st Goal: One on one with the last man. Shot to the near post into goal from the right foot.

2nd Goal: Jinsheng crossed in from the right. Use the left thigh to one time the ball into goal. Can consider it a lucky goal.

3rd Goal: Deflection from the opponent defender to just outside the penalty box. One time it with the right foot from just outside the penalty box. Hit the last man and deflect into goal.

4th Goal: One on one with the goalkeeper. A shot from the right foot into the right side of goal.

5th Goal: Dribbled past the keeper and slot a ball in with the left foot.

6th Goal: Same as 4th goal. One on one with the goalkeeper. A shot from the right foot into the right side of goal.

7th Goal: Goal of the day. Noticed an out of position keeper. Sent a chip from just after the half court over everybody and straight into goal.

8th Goal: Dribbled to the right of keeper and sent the shot with the right foot to his left.

46th Goal since May.

Weekend Is Here

- Went for the Bill Gates seminar today... eh... zzz for Bill Gates. But to make it up, the Creative director, Sim, gave an interesting one.

- Myskina out of quarters, Sharapova out from semis.

- Going for the badminton aviva tomorrow.

- Miss playing soccer.

- I have done something wrong again. Hope I will forget it when I wake up tomorrow.

- Recording for Junyang on Monday.

- No more gel. Only clay mask this time...

- Sorry for the short lines.. I am very sleepy now... I need to sleep..