Some Quick Notes

Some quick notes:
- My office will officially be at Bukit Batok this Friday. Not Orchard anymore.
- Hmmm.. yeah, Friday. Will be at the Bill Gates seminar.
- Poor Myskina got kicked out by Mauresmo. No surprise.
- Sharapova maintained her record of not losing any set in her Wimbledom campaign this year to reach the semi-finals.
- The semis - Maresmo VS World Number 1 Davenport, Serena VS Sharapova.
- Confederation Cup tonight - Brazil VS Argentina.
- Had to dismantle the table at my old office to move them to my new office.
- Goodbye, all the chio bus at Park Avenue.
- Bought tons of dry mango, ohtak... to go with dinner.
- Had a dream that I killed somebody. What did I do after that in the dream?
- I cut down 8kg now after putting on 6kg after my ORD.
- My left arm still injured after the match two weeks ago. Won't be able to do anything kinky for a while. Let's juzt hope I will be able to recover by my reservist and let me get rid of this year's IPPT once and for all.
- I had a feeling it's not going to recover before my birthday.
- Lee Hwa Jewelleries spent me up this month! Not forgeting bout 3K for SIM. Probably 400 bucks for Hitomi's ticket to Singapore too.
- In no time, I will have somebody to drive me around in a Nissan March. Hee hee.
- Lastly, Henry and Benny are playing soccer now. Arhhh...

Wimbledon Updates

Anatasia Myskina (9th seed) squeeze through to her first Quarter-finals of the Wimbledon after beating fellow russian Elena Dementieva (6th seed). Yippie!!! However, bad news... she will be facing Amelie Mauresmo in the Quarter-final. Hope Myskina will survive the quarters.

Meanwhile, Maria Sharapova eased through to the Quarter-finals... without losing a set yet again. She has yet to lose a set in this tournament.

Chances for Myskina and Sharapova to face off each other... Only in the finals.

More Android

This one is called an Actroid. It's on the streets of Japan now.

Android

This is real cool. She's an android called Valerie.
By the way, this is not fiction! She is a real product.

7 Goals At NUS

7 Goals At Nus

1st Goal: A high ball clearance from the back found me in an open position. Turn and volley fist time but miscued it. Made no mistake with the second right foot volley and into an open goal.

2nd Goal: A pass from the side by Benny. Find me unmark just outside the penalty area and a first time right foot shot into goal.

3rd Goal: One on one with the last man. Dribbled past him and slot the ball into goal with the left foot.

4th Goal: Confusion in the opponent penalty box. Pin ball action. Managed to deflect the ball in with the thigh.

5th Goal: Probably my best goal of the day. A corner throw to the near post. I ran towards the near post and first time side foot volley the ball in with the right foot.

6th Goal: Carbon copy of the third goal. One on one with the keeper. Dribbled past him and slot the ball into goal with the left foot.

7th Goal: One on one with the keeper again. Dribbled past him to my left and sent a left foot shot to his right.

38 Goals since end of May!!

Maria Sharapova 3rd Round

Tennis
Maria Sharapova makes it to the 3rd round and will be playing today for the spot of last 16. Hope she will go out all the way to win Winbledon. Cant believe it, she is only 18. I always enjoy myself when I see her play. She got that air of class. Grin...

Mauresmo makes it to the last 16. Myskina crashes with Elena Dementieva in the last 16, can't wait for that match. Hope Myskina makes it through.

Soccer
Might not be able to witness the whole Wimbledon action today cause that's the Conferation Cup Semi-Final tonight. Not to be missed, Germany VS Brazil.

Michel Ballack VS Ronaldinho... Sorry, Sharapova, watch you some other day.

Exam's Over

Went crazy today. Saw the albums from the band "Funeral For A Friend" and i just bought then all. Not yet listen to it.

Exam's over.

10 Goals NUS

Soccer at NUS today. It's an incredible day. 10 goals in approximately 3 hours.
I can't recall all my goals cause there's too many. haha. Serious. Goal of the day, dribbled past the indian defence and sent a left foot shot past the last man. At my peak today, instinctively.

31 Goals!

Btw, first exam over and done with.

Exam Eve

Tonight's the eve, tomorrow's my exam. No, I don't want to talk about no more, I have had enough. Need to go back to the notes later again...

Should be going to REDS for my haircut with Henry this Sat but guess my sideburns and side got too long and I had to cut my hair before then. I don't think I'll look good with long hair.

What do you call a person if he spent $400 Sg Dollar on 4 DVDs? Nuts... I'm going crazy... I'm only a click away from doing that. I need to control myself.

Went through my Pocket PC just now which had been shut off and left to grow dust for a few years. Found a poem which I had finished writing 2 years back in July. Think I'm going to use it for re-editing.

What's my favourite food? You can ask me and I would had no idea. But today I finall had an idea. It's potato chips! If potato chip don't give you soar throat or grow pimples on your face, I swear I will eat a tube per day.

Dropped Poem

I dropped a poem... It's called "A Suitcase That I Packed". This piece written on the 22nd of June 2003.

This piece does mean a lot to me, but something's just missing.

Broken Promise

Finished a poem.. this time, inspiration flows and I'm glad I can finish this piece one shot without stopping to continue it on some other days. It's called "Broken Promise". Yeah, finally a sentimental piece. This piece's about broken promise. You broke once, I broke twice...

Read it here: Words

Writing love poem

I'm trying hard to write a love poem... takes time.

Roller Coaster

Just a few days back, I blogged that I had a wonderful day. Everything was beautiful, I have the best friends, best family, best life. Now.. it's another bad day. Guess that's how life goes, you can't be happy forever and you can't be unlucky forever. They said life's a roller coaster. Nothing wrong.

So, if you are very happy now and are enjoying your life, don't overjoyed cause take note that you will be feeling sorrow soon... But.. if you are having the hardest time of your life now, just take a deep breath, cause you will be feeling a wonderful day soon.

Bad Hair Day

Finish writing "Bad Hair Day". Nope, not sentimental again... yet another "trying to be funny" poem... The last 3 poems I wrote, they are all hair metal type. I can't write sentimental poems anymore, I felt I need a break from writing such poems.. totally no inspiration...

5 Goals At Jurong East And Toh Tuck

Scored a total of 5 goals today.

1st Goal: At Jurong East Street Soccer. Ran clear and was at the left hand side of the goal. A right leg volleyed towards the right side of goal. The keeper saves well but a follow up right leg volley again from the deflected save. The ball went in towads the right side of goal.

2nd Goal: At the right side of goal. A ball past in from the side. I stopped it and sent a right foot shot to the left hand goal in one-on-one.

3rd Goal: Goal of the day. A ball was sent from the right side to the left. I advanced forward and sent a one-time right foot shot at long distance. The ball went into the top left hand cornre.

4th Goal: Playing at Toh Tuck Street Soccer now. Was at the left side of the post and squeeze in a right foot goal from a very tight angle.

5th Goal: Hong Xiong sent in a pass from the side to the near post. A one touch right foot curling shot from the right side towards the left side.

21 Goals in all!

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy Birthday!!!... to Jinsheng

95% Complete

After a hard time, the new poem, "Bad Hair Day" is 95% complete...
Just needed a little bit more of touching up

Motley Crue

The blade of my knife
Faced away from your heart
Those last few nights
It turned and sliced you apart
- Motley Crue

This is so beautiful...

M3 Ang Junyang

My friend who took part in the Channel U Superstar called me just now. Yeah, he called to thank me for turning up at the studio to support him last nite. He did really well.

He was one of my Sec 1 and 2 friend and we actually havent been contactin each other for a long long time. Tried to ask him to go for Sat's outing too but guess he wouldn't be able to turn up as he needs to film a MTV. Why ask him out for outing only now and not in the past? I seriously do not want him to think that I'm asking him out only now because he's in the Channel U superstar.. It's not because of the reason that he might become famous that I am trying to contact him now.

I just want to piece back as many friends and memories as I can piece back right now. It's getting more and more lonely nowadays...

Great Day

I had a great day today!

I havent been smiling like that for a very very long time.

I feel like carrying a guitar now and sing out loud! What's the feeling of rock and roll? I am feeling it now!

Summary

I have got stuff to do... so i'm going to make everything short

1. Somedays I can write poems, somedays I fucking simply just can't. And when I can't, I'm fucking pissed. That's equal to when you have something you wanted to say so badly, but you just couldn't say it or you say it wrongly. The days when I got the mood to write seems hard to come by nowadays.. It seems to take forever. BTW, working on 3 poems concurrently... the latest to get penned called "Bad Hair Day", for it to be completed... no idea.

2. Bill Gates coming to Singapore for a talk. Had already signed up for it with my company. I'm not really a Bill Gates fan but I thought it might be useful.

3. Channel U Superstar. One of my sec 2 friend (my team's right midfield) are in the top 24. He's the desciple of some chinese singer("don't noe the name") and he has started to write songs too. But will take some time before he can cut an album. Anyway, will be going down to mediacorp to support him tomorrow. Proud of him, man!

4. My legs hadn't went weak for any woman for a long long time... but I just had when I was outside the office just now. Don't need to ask why.

5. Feel like writing this down all of a sudden. My first eleven. The original 2E4!
GK. 1. Nick Chui
LB. 4. Peng Tiong
CB. 3. Tan Woon Che
CB. 2. Gerald Heng
RB. 24. Henry Tan
LM. 13. Alex Quek
CM. 9. Zhuo Shaowei
CM. 8. Peh Jinsheng
RM. 7. Ang Junyang
CF. 10. Gan Weijie
CF. 11. Chua Weiquh

6. Ok.. this is going to be something special
GK. 1. Clara - Vintrade F.C
CB. 3. Ser Reine - Sario
CB. 2. Catherine - Veriontina
CB. 5. Huini - Deonshine
DM. 15. Elaine - Buryland F.C
DM. 13. Shuqi - Angelland F.C
LM. 7. Yuxian - Aregal
RM. 8. Wanxiu - Aregal
CM. 10. Winnie - Veriontina
WG. 20. Athena - Sario
CF. 9. Shuhui - Vintrade F.C
Without a doubth, most of the players are selected from the top first few clubs from the league.

Sunday

Today is a Sunday and tomorrow will be a brand new week. Had started studying on my exams and as usual, I became hungrier, more into rock songs and doing stupid things that I wouldn't do if there isn't any exam. Stupid things like looking out of the windows and staring at what's going on for a long time (can't remember how long)... had 2 dinners, 2 suppers, 2 lunch if I am able to wake up early enough.

Listen to Motley Crue, Poison... the good old rock bands. The modern rock nowadays sucks. Too commercialized, lyrics suck and they show more of their faces than playing the lead guitar...

Yeah... good old days when Poison's vocals Bret beat up his guitarist, C.C, at an MTV award after C.C said something wrong. I don't mean I'm old enough to be around when that happened but just hope I could be in that era when the music that i like once lived.

Motley Crue's drummer Tommy Lee and then his wife Pamela Lee Anderson (did i spell it rite?)

Guns 'n' Roses's Axyl Rose jumping off from his concert to beat up one of his fans for using a camera on him.

Nirvana's Kurt Cobain commiting suicide.

Marilyn Manson removing his backbone so that he could perform oral sex on himself..

Of course, there still is Skid Row..

Now... where are all these rock bands? Damn all those stupid radio stations nowadays...

Ok... i have said enough. back to study. sucks

4 Goals At Teban

1st Goal: Sent a ball past Jinsheng's right from the left with the right foot just after half court. The ball was slow but went into an unguarded open goal.

2nd Goal: Won an aerial clearance with Henry and ran through to tap in an open goal.

3rd Goal: A lose ball from just outside the penalty box from the opponents and a first time right shot into open goal. Best goal for today.

4th Goal: Was in the penalty box and shot between the legs of Benny with the left foot.

16th Goal!!

2 Goals At NUS

It's the NUS hockey court again.

1st goal: Dribbled past one or two defenders outside the penalty box before firing a right foot shot shot from the right to the left corner of goal. The keeper get a touch to it but weren't able to keep it out.

2nd goal: Benny passed a clearance ball towards me and I'm left to run alone upwards to have a one on one chance with the keeper. A light and simple right foot shot between the legs of the keeper and into the goal.

12th goal since 15th May.

Cat Outside My Office

I have finished writing one of the poems...
"Cat Outside My Office"
Don't let its title fool you. If you are thinking it's going to be some cute poem about some cute cat, then you are very wrong.
It's going to be those type of obscene and hair metal poem again... so if you hate it, I recommend you skip it.
Words

Exam's Coming

Been working on another poem again... in fact 2 concurrently.. one sentimental another hair metal. wow.. sentimental, hair metal... ryhmes...
BTW, exam's coming! 2 weeks later! I can't enjoy anymore...

Not Having The Best Of Luck

I'm not having the best of luck recently. There's so many stuff happening to me that it makes me kinda sick of writing them down. Guess what they said is true, when you gain something, you gotta lose something as well in order to obtain it.
Yeah, but still, no matter how bad the situation, I wouldn't give up... that's because there's still so many people around me that love me and care for me. Thank you all for taking care of me. I felt I have been really getting along well with my sec2 friends lately.. Perhaps it's because of what happened to Jinsheng that strengthen the bonds between us. If they are in need of me and I got their call in the middle of the night, I wont hesitate to be right by their side.
Money ain't important anymore, fame ain't important anymore. What's important now is you have someone to trust and love you. When you look into the mirror every morning, and all the people around you give you a wicked "Can you do it?" look (and it happens every morning, afternoon, days, months)...

Updates On My Poems Site

Just added a "sort by categories" link in my poems page.

Yeah, the poems are categorised now... so you can skip those poems that are under the categories you hate.

The few categories..
Hair Metal, Slow Rock, Friendship, Protraits and Blues.
Words

Red, White And Crue

I'm going to get this the very moment I knock off
BTW, there's a kind of rock called "hair metal"...
yeah, the type of rock that are in my bones

A Few Words

These few days, these are the few names that has been circling around my mind.
Jinsheng, Alex, Wenqi, Henry, Benny, Weiqun, Weijie, Kianchew.

Sometimes, bad things just happen out of the blue. It could just happen to me or anybody or a gd friend of mine. Had been getting moody these few days as I sat down and started to think about what is happening.

Some friends are lost... I must admit I haven't been throwing in my fair share of efforts.

Guess there's how you spell "L-I-F-E".

...

The reason I love soccer so much is probably because it's the only thing I could shine in. But things are getting from bad to worse. Things are very different from what it used to be in the past. My dribbling sucks and my aerial is weak. I don't think it's the opponents around me getting better, in fact I think the problems lie with me.

I lost the confidence and I really miss the trust that team mates have been giving me in the past. Probably the only 2 players that can trust me now is Henry and Benny. It used to be the ball searching for me from team mates but now it's me who is running VERY VERY hard to reach the ball myself. It kinda gets tired now.

Shirley

Ok. The Miriam Yueng look-a-like receptionist outside is called Shirley... And there are a lot of bees flying around.

I'm going back home to format my pc tonite. Damn Gaobot.AO...

Just a thought... was hearing my boss talking about attending a wedding dinner. I really hope I can attend one that belongs to my friend now. I wonder whose will come first.

3 Goals At NUS

It's the time of the week again. Soccer at NUS today again...

I played really poorly today and I'm really very upset about it. However, managed to score 3 goals today so at least there's something to cheer about.

1st goal: There's 2 defenders in front of me but I just drag the ball past them and slice the ball past the keeper with the left foot.

2nd goal: A ball passed from the side by Benny. And a first time shot from outside the penalty box. The ball went directly towards the center and hit the keeper but it was deflected in.

3rd goal: My best goal for today. Was outside the penalty box with the ball and I volleyed it in. I was appearing to volley it to the right but ended up volleying to the very left. Henry described it as a cheeky goal.

It's my 10th goal at NUS since 15th May.

No Title

Seriously my heart is pounding very fast just now. Dorris just seems to enjoy making fun of me.

I mean, I'm a very shy guy. But it all depends on my mood. On somedays, I just get very open.. but just not today.

Clone Of Miriam

Oh my god... the receptionist outside is a clone of Miriam Yueng. It's not easy to walk past her and not to take a look at her. I'm totally mesmerized though a lot of people pointed out in the past that I have bad taste. No, I'm not inconfident of my taste, in fact I trust it. Haha... Once in a while, you get to see someone like that... But for the eyes only..

Narutaru

If you want to get the scare of your life, you gotta watch "Narutaru". It's VERY DISTURBING and will leave you with eyes open after you had watched it. At least, for me.

It's an anime but it's definitely not for kids. Mind you, it's not "Naruto" but it's "Narutaru". The whole series contains 13 episodes and I recommend you to just watch episode 10, 11 and 12. The rest of the episodes are too boring and normal but not 10, 11 and 12. It scared the hell out of me. I mean, I'm pretty used to horror movies but this anime is really different. It's CREEPY and VERY DISTURBING.

It was aired in Kids Central in japan and I cannot imagine kids in Japan actually watched this. It will definitely be banned in Singapore! Ok, what about the show? I'm going to describe a bit but it's going to be very gross and brutal. So be warned and I recommend you don't read what's going to follow up as it's very sick. In fact, I don't really feel like writing out but for those who want to make their curiousity feel better(the reason why I watched this shit too), you can read on. WARNING: DISTURBING CONTENT FOLLOWING UP. IF YOU HATE DISTURBING,DARK, INCEST, CREEPY AND SICK CONTENT, I RECOMMEND YOU TO STOP READING NOW.

At one scene, you actually see a group of gals bullying another in school and how do they do it? They insert a test tube into that poor gal's vagina and the head of the bullies actually threatened to kick her in the stomach while the test tube is still being inserted. It's definitely not for kids... Worst... the poor gal who got bullied eventually became psychotic and killed her own parents. AND she took revenge on all the bullies who bullied her... the worst scenario when she uses a monster to insert live worms into the bully's mouth until the bully is grabbing her own belly. Not all, the monster uses hand which is as thick as a tree trunk and insert it into the bully's vagina. The bully was there screaming... "Stop it.. it's very painiful... i will die" but everything just pierce through from the stomach... of course she died.

You have to watch it yourself. I read the somebody's review about this show and it really makes me very curious to watch... but if you have a weak heart, better don't watch.. It's very DARK, INCEST, CREEPY, SICK and DISTURBING.

Not In Any Mood

Been working on a new poem again.

Just finish one yesterday and now had to start work again. Guess the enthu is finally back again... Though try as much as I could, nothing seems to be coming out of my head today.. Managed to piece a few verses but they ended up sounding very funny. Guess today's not a gd day for poem..

Sometimes, the idea juz flows... yeah, like yesterday, took only a few hour to finish "Blues" and I'm very satisfied with it. I felt that it's a lot better than some of which I spent a few days on...

Nevertheless, time is not the issue when writin poem.. it's the mood.. ok.. i'm not in any mood today..

i'm tryin to recall the woman's name but just couldn't remember. early thirties but she got the most seductive eyes i ever seen.. i'm almost stuck